{"id":684,"date":"2021-07-11T14:26:26","date_gmt":"2021-07-11T13:26:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/hb5.50e.myftpupload.com\/?p=684"},"modified":"2021-10-17T14:19:05","modified_gmt":"2021-10-17T13:19:05","slug":"4d-kaleidoscope","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/earlywithdrawal.net\/tolton\/2021\/07\/11\/4d-kaleidoscope\/","title":{"rendered":"Kaleidoscope of Reality"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>I dreamt of a street intersection of a small US town, perhaps near the the beginning of the 20th century. There were just some widely-spaced single-family homes in the area, a church nearby, nothing special. Each dream followed someone or some group of people destined to meet at that intersection. There was a father and a daughter returning from a trip to the hardware store. There were two teen-age school girls on their way home. An aunt escorting her nephew and niece. About a dozen people in all. Each time some party reached the intersection, I&#8217;d think, wow, I recognize this place, then the dream would jump backward in time, hours or days, to follow another person or group of persons.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The last time I approached the intersection as a disembodied observer, I could recognize everyone, I thought it was so beautiful that I wept. I realised that, in the matrix of their time-lines, these people would approach and withdraw from this intersection, like some mind-bending kaleidoscope, forever. Reality is a giant hyper-dimensional crystal that gives the illusion of internal movements when you look through it from different angles. It was so beautiful, so awesome, I wept and ended up waking myself.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>In the seconds after waking, my memory evaporated like haze in the morning sun. Yet, I felt that I had accomplished a great thing: I had seen beauty where I had never thought to look for it, and I was convinced that if I thought about, rehearsed it, wrote about it \u268a some small part would stay with me.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Reality is a giant hyper-dimensional crystal that gives the illusion of internal movements when you look through it from different angles. Or so I dreamt<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[108],"tags":[31],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/earlywithdrawal.net\/tolton\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/684"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/earlywithdrawal.net\/tolton\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/earlywithdrawal.net\/tolton\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/earlywithdrawal.net\/tolton\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/earlywithdrawal.net\/tolton\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=684"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/earlywithdrawal.net\/tolton\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/684\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1484,"href":"https:\/\/earlywithdrawal.net\/tolton\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/684\/revisions\/1484"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/earlywithdrawal.net\/tolton\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=684"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/earlywithdrawal.net\/tolton\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=684"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/earlywithdrawal.net\/tolton\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=684"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}